I hate that.. :'(

I hate that i love u
Even if seeing u
I hate that i love your smile
Is all that keeping me sane?
I hate that dream about u at night
I hate that
I end up with a broken heart, since u have been expecting her
I hate that i need u
I hate that I'm actually waiting u..
I hate that the pain on inside
I hate that i adore u
I hate that we need to stay friends
Even though i might broken down
u would never hurt me but possibly set me down slowly..
I know i will have to let go..